growing up i was always taught dont let any girl get ur heart when your young.
but fuck it i figured that i was about to be 18 and i was tired of just fucking around with dumb bitchs that i wasnt goin to talk to in a week.
At the begining of the year i was goin out wit a gurl that liked me since i was like 14 or 15 back then i figured she was too young but she did some growing since the last time i seen her so i thought i would take a chance on goin out with a girl that was 3 years younger then me. A bad fucking idea very very very bad after that break up we stopped being friends shit we dont even say hi in the halls.
Then i was decided to talk with another girl (ill call her Easton). Easton and me been friends since middle school she use to like me until i messed around and did something with her best friend (ill call her dizzy). a couple days after we started to talk.....me, my cousin,easton,and dizzy(dizzy at this time was in love wit my cousin but he didnt like her) where in eastons car my cousin and dizzy in the front and me, easton in the back making out.THAT DIDNT WORK AT ALL SO I STOPED THAT ABOUT 2 WEEKS LATER.
A lil bit of time passed by about a month just fucking wit a dumb city hoe.

Then out of nowhere me and my niggas sister (ill call her baby) started to become friends it started by talking at work and thats all until one night she caught a ride with me home my mom had to go to a couple of stores so me and baby stayed in the car and started to talk about whats goin on in our lives and how she thought i was a geek when she first met me when i had my glasses then she i was cute without them. At the end of that nite we made a plan to come over and watch movies as JUST FRIENDS. The next day we both had off so she came over and watched the Best Man during the movie we where on my bed just playing around i was testing how she reacted then after that movie was done we was watching tv and talking then something told me just to move in for a kiss so i did and she knew what i was doin so she moved in closer to me and we kissed just 1 lil peck then we started to make out on my bed after we was done we watched another movie i forgot what we watched but it didnt matter anyway we werent watching it to bizzy kissing after that day we started to get more and more serious as months passed but as that was happening she started to have home problems she was starting to get stressed out about that and spending time with me but i told her family is more important then me and i told her that i was going to try and help her out somehow.but there wasnt anything i could do or say to make it better but me and baby where still getting serious and things didnt change between us but then about 2 weeks ago alot of things happened my nigga/her brother got into a bad car accident and family problems started up again and she couldnt take it so 2 days ago she broke up wit me calling it not really a break up she said right now she needs some me time.
but that for some reason still hurts me because she was the only gurl that when she said i love you it made me happy and when i said it i meant it.
only thing i can do now is pray that everything goes better and we get back together.

ya think, seewun? LOL, i would hekka miss you & everyone else. Thanks for your comment. OOO, i watched Best Man last night.. buh, i whass tooo sleepy so i didn't finish the movie... ok, ttyl.. take cares, seewun(:
» Sha_Sha on 2005-04-12 12:25:07

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